l think l have a problem l think about things and cry to myself.its normal to think and sometimes cry.but l do it to often.it seems like im a little depressed bcuz l cry,cry,cry and im always irritated,especially by my mom.another problem is that l get mad at certain times,then all over again i'm happy.does it sound like a problem?serious or minor?im 18,is this something teens go thru?i have more headaches than ever,sleep alot,and always thinking about suicide.it seems like the only thing that stopped me from killing myself is that its a sin and will be against god word and l dont wanna leave my boyfriend.he needs me.i told myself l dont care if l go to hell tho but l just CAN'T LEAVE HIM.HELP PLEASE!!!

get help.
doctor can give you some medicine.
BAM
your as good as new.
And think about it, wouldnt hell be worse than this anyway?

It could be hormonal. It could be a brain chemical imbalance. You should be seen by a doctor to rule out physical causes, and the doc may refer you to a mental health practitioner to get checked out.

ok so u do believe in the word. have u tried praying about it? its a clinically proven fact that when u hae religion in yor life u r less stressed. another thing, l was the same way too, super depressed. l ended up joining the military to get away from it all. it was awesome. l got to really get away from everythign & especially my mom. l eventually got medical discharge but it really guided me to be indeendant, confidant, & most of all, stress free.. sort of. lol anyhoo, hope this helps. feel free to hit me up via email. chupynater12.com

This is pretty much a major problem. You need to talk to ur doctor, just tell her/him u r having serious depression & thoughts of suicide & they will help get u on a medication that will turn ur life around & make it so that things feel more even & not so dramatically up & down. It is exhausting to be depressed then happy, then depressed again. You r right to be strong for ur boyfriend, because once u r gone well, that is it, there is no coming back.
My sister used to be suicidal when she was a teenager like you. Then when she got a bit older & got help she ended up meeting the man of her dreams & they got married. She became pregnant, but when she was 7 months pregnant she was killed in a car accident. We, her family, r completely empty inside, a part of us has been taken away. Parent is never recover from loosing a child & they often have strokes or die young from the terrible loss. So even if u get mad at ur mom often, if u love her even a tiny bit, u would not wish upon her what my parents now feel after loosing my sister.
l guess what l am trying to say is that my sister got past the teenage depression & made an amazing life for herself. Thank goodness she was given a few more years so that she was able to find her husband & feel her baby move in her belly. You have so much ahead of u too.
So, please, call ur doctor tomorrow, even tell the nurse u have been very depressed & need to see the doctor & they will get u in sooner. It is nothing to be ashamed of. It is a very common problem that can be helped tremendously if u actually talk to a dr. about it.
l wish u luck & from ur words l get the feeling that u r strong & that u will be able to help yourself (make the call to ur dr asap & also when u r feeling happy if it is too hard to call when u r depressed.) Take care & think about what u want in the future because u wo not always feel like this & u need to plan for when u r feeling better & keep that in ur head during the difficult times.